I suppose I should have announced that I’m taking a break from tumblr for mental health reasons. I’m trying really hard to change my college experience this semester, so I’m avoiding addicting things that hinder that. Unfortunately this means that I won’t get to see your awesome posts, and I won’t get these pretty windows into your life to see how you’re all doing. I won’t get a chance to see that you’re happy and subsequently text you about it, and I won’t get the chance to see that you’re sad and subsequently text you about it. This makes me sad, so instead, I’ll just have to randomly text people and hope that I time it right. I just came back to see my friend’s painting. She’s awesome and always makes me happy and I get to see her tomorrow! Everyone should have at least a couple of friends that always make them happy. Where there is no pressure, no discomfort, no worry, just communication and positivity even through the really terrifying parts of life. Someone who’s always right there. I’m immensely fortunate in this regard, though I still want more of this feeling all the time. I love my friends.
Like glass, sometimes it’s better to leave it broken than hurt yourself by trying to pick up the pieces.